Jun. 1st, 2010 12:05 am
rockinhamburger: (RockNRoll Jon)



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rockinhamburger: (Adam)
You may already be aware that I'm in the throes of writing my bigbang fic for the Kradam and Glambert challenges. The Kradam minimum is 10,000 words while the Glambert minimum is 20,000.

Status update on my AI bigbang fic as of today:

10,000 words down! Surpassed the Kradam minimum! Which means I have just 10,000 more words to go 'til I reach the Glambert minimum word count! So, yeah. Not remotely finished yet, but that's okay; inspiration has finally hit me, and the writing's coming along much better these days.

In case you're wondering, I'm writing a Kris/Adam high school AU. I don't know whether that excites or horrifies you (or both), but it's certainly how I feel about writing it! So, so scary.

But hitting the 10,000-word mark is encouraging and such a relief!
rockinhamburger: (Adam)
i'm done.

i've tried to ignore the fuckery over at [livejournal.com profile] aianonlovefest. i love writing and reading fic here in the fandom, and i'll continue to do so, but not at the meme. i am so fucking sick of the asshattery and the wank and the misogyny (from a mostly female fanbase; what the fuck!?), and i just can't do it anymore. it makes me feel physically sick when i see the fucked-up, sexist, awful insinuations about one of the only heavily featured women in the fandom.

what does it say about our community that kris' fictive infidelity is celebrated and lauded while katy's written out because she's in the way of kris and adam's kinky sex and true love? what is with this desire to write katy negatively? why can't she be awesome? is it so hard to imagine kris marrying a kick-ass woman? is it so hard to keep her kick-ass while still writing about potential feelings between kris and adam? in effect, she becomes a caricature of a woman, a plot device (if that!), while the men get all the spotlight, as usual. instead of keeping her in-character with the woman who stood by her boyfriend and supported him and encouraged him to go after his dream even when he had given up on it himself, she's often written as a vindictive, jealous, passive-aggressive bitch who only cares about her status as kris allen's wife. which is just fucking STUPID, because THAT'S NOT WHO SHE IS, and don't fucking tell me it is!

i almost wish i didn't care about any of this. it makes me tremble with anger when i see comments inferring or outright stating that katy is a bitch. do we have comments calling adam a 'fag'? fuck no! because that's a horrible, demeaning, homophobic, insulting word that we would never ascribe to someone we respect and care about. so why is 'bitch', a horrible, demeaning, sexist, insulting word, being used to describe katy, someone i respect and care about? FOR FUCK'S SAKE, we're almost exclusively women! when we call each other bitches, we only make it okay for men to call us that. you know, just for being in the way.

sometimes i suspect this attitude is induced by jealousy. katy has a lot going for her, and so people want to bring her down and make her into someone who doesn't deserve all the good in her life. FUCK THAT NOISE! why aren't we building each other up instead of putting each other down? why aren't we supporting and writing about these women? why don't we include katy in our fic as more than a piece of furniture, or a growth that needs to be removed?

fucking hell, WHY can't she join in the fun??


so i'm not going to be around the lovefest anymore. you can always find me right here, or by PM, and i'll still participate in challenges and post my fanfiction when i write it. and i'm sorry if you're disappointed that i'm leaving, but this is important to me and i can't just let it go. i'm not sorry if this post angered or offended you. i mean every word.
rockinhamburger: (Cheeeeeks!)
Oh fuck, I've been so bad about posting lately. Although, tbh, I'm not sure that's a problem considering I don't really have anything interesting to say most of the time! But yeah, I do want to type up where my brain's these days. SO!

+I am so FUCKING stoked for April 12th to arrive. That's when the Adam Little Black Dress fics will start being posted, and some (read: most) of my favourite AI authors are participating! I cannot wait to read the awesome fic that is sure to come out of this.

+I am also FUCKING stoked about Adam being on American Idol next week, not just to perform but to mentor the current AI folks. I haven't been watching this season - mostly because I pretty never watch the show in general - but I have heard that it's been kinda less-than-stellar. There's been, from what I can tell, some controversy over this decision because Adam is just emerging as a performer and there have been other people from Idol (people who actually won it) who could provide some great advice as well. Here's how I see it, though:

1) It'll boost the ratings. Adam'll totally bring back anyone who's been bored this season and stopped watching, and he has new fans who will probably tune in solely to see him do his thing. 2) It'll help boost his album sales and promote his summer tour. 3) Whether you loved him or hated him, Adam was amazingly versatile last season, and his guidance with the current group could actually be really vital. He really knew how to choose the right song, own it, and make that stage his bitch. He just went through the process, so it's still fresh in his mind, and he has the added bonus of becoming really big really fast which will give the contestants an idea of what they should expect if they make it to the end. PLUS: ADAM FUCKING LAMBERT IS GONNA BE ON AMERICAN IDOL AGAIN. FUCK YEAH!!!

I'm also excited to see what he's gonna do with Whataya Want From Me. I have a feeling he's gonna completely change it up, maybe rearrange the melody just to show how it can be done. We'll see!!!

+I'm 6000 words into my Glambert & Kradam bigbang fic. It's slow-going right now, due to my raging perfectionism which causes me to write a scene, hate it, and promptly delete it, leaving me with no idea how to proceed. I do know where I'm going with it generally, but getting there is the hard part of course.

I will also be finishing Soaked over at the kinkmeme very soon, hopefully by the end of the weekend. I know what I need to write; I just need to sit down and fucking write it.

+I've really gotten into The United States of Tara. Anyone on my flist watching? So, so good! Diablo Cody is a genius.

What's new in your world, bbs?

+OH YEAH, I got into the program and school of my choice for the fall. Now I gotta pay my tuition by the 13th, which is the hard part!
rockinhamburger: (Cheeks' squee!)
So, I know I should be working on my bigbang fic and my WIP for the current AI kinkmeme (and I am), but my muse doesn't listen to common sense like, 'uh, you have to write 20,000 words in two weeks; what the FUCK are you doing!?' Instead, my muse would prefer to make me write something completely different that came to me while I was at work today.



Title: Body Language
Author: [livejournal.com profile] rockinhamburger
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Adam/Kris. Established relationship.
Word Count: 1,200.
Summary: Kris finds an interesting video on Adam's computer. It bothers him on several levels, but on one in particular...
Notes: Not much else to say, really. Hope you like it! Oh, the title is taken from the song of the same name, by Queen :)

'Look, you were... really into it,' Kris finally says, quiet and embarrassed. )

AI8 Fanfic

Jan. 28th, 2010 10:35 am
rockinhamburger: (Default)
Title: Diamond Dog Diva
Author: Yours Truly ([livejournal.com profile] rockinhamburger
Rating: R
Pairing: Adam/Kris
Disclaimer: This is a really long lie. These are characters based off of public persona, and not accurate representations of real people. No harm or slander is intended. This is just for fun!
Summary: Response to a prompt over at [livejournal.com profile] aianonlovefest. Kris Allen is the latest in a string of Personal Assistants Adam Lambert has gone through since winning American Idol. He's demanding; what one might call a diva. But for Kris it's either PA work or street corner prostitution, so he's taking the job. Two hours in, street corner prostitution's looking like the far better option!
Word Count: 10,375 words.
Notes: There's Diva!Adam? What more can I say? :)

The HR woman looks down at the file on her desk and frowns. 'Kris Allen?' she asks. )

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